Life goes on-

Well,
Surprise,
I have been unassigned for next year at my job. I am devastated for 2 reasons.
#1- I will lose the income
#2- the co-workers that I had were amazing! I was a sub sec. for a few months and had a look at some work environments - You could not pay me enough to do that - but now they actually train the Sub Secretaries- Now they have something more to do than read a magazine, pass out bus passes that aren't supposed to be passed out to anyone and give candy!
Years ago I did not think that I was very fond of children. My friends all started getting pregnant and so I guess that I thought that it was time. We had a good life. We started with 2 dogs, 2 cats and a house. We drove respectable cars. We both had a job that was supplying adequate benny's and income. Wow- how things can change so fast - Could you imagine trying to get pregnant for so long - then finally going to the ultrasound - they made me drink all this water - then make me wait for atleast 1 hour- I finally told my hunny - I gotta go now - DUH - you can't stop once it starts- they finally took us in and she is so nice, then she rubs the cold jelly on and says" well, there is the first one" I Look at My beloved and he looks at me - What the Hell- then she says"there is the second one". Luckily he had a grab on the counter - I love the quote out of his mouth next -" Well, you definately aren't going back to work now" Heaven to my ears! Now 12 years later- HELP